Sharing is part of it,
it've become part of my habit and life,
however time dont permit...
what should i do??
Research research..
billions of things to consider,
tons to worry,
will i or will i not.
Hope to pass this package to a clown,
where everthing will soon be better,
but time just doesnt permit it to happen.
Oh well,
people have been looking for pictures in my blog..
the only thing i can say is...
Facebook... check out my facebook to look at the updated pictures updated by friends. :D
Perhaps pictures will be appearing soon in this blog,
if im lucky enough to get choosen for OSEP,
then i will PERHAPS post pictures during the period.. haha :P
So wish me luck then,
may all the bless given to me bring me to success. Cheers..!! :P
7:10 PM
~~Peini~~
On second thoughts, shall not post any pictures :P pictures too blur. :P
New experience in a new environment,
everything seem so relax,
now it's back for stress and work.
Lets work hard again...
for the day to come.
Once again waiting for the night with all the unknown.
1:28 AM
~~Peini~~
There's no definite black or white,
it's filled with blur zone.
so where will you stand??
Thoughts bout decisions,
the only barriers is it.
so shall not think too much bout it.
Ever thought about,
if you were to die or diappear one day,
what is the thing or who is the one that will make you regret in having the decision??
The only thing that make you regret leaving is??
There's only 2, family and clown.
So.. now you have the answer,
treasure it, value it and protect it with care.
Never treasure or value it only after you've lost it.
Thanks so much, for the unknown.
Once again,
waiting for nights with all the unknowns.
p.s
Im really NOT despo!! (god shall be my witness/prove)
2:27 AM
~~Peini~~
It's been weeks,
disappearance of it,
causing the growing of insecureness.
There's no sound,
nor is there any news.
Wonders of whether it's the fact,
that all those are just illusion.
Maybe it is the truth,
that this means nothing,
is of no value in there,
or even that this is of no existance in there.
The truth... please come,
the hope that answer will be given one day.
Once again countless night without it,
waiting for the next night with all the unknowns.
11:49 PM
~~Peini~~
Tons of work, billions of stress.
Projects due tml, 2 test on friday.
Despite of all this weights on me,
my mind and heart was at somewhere else.
Bits and pieces of my mind i think of the sweet,
that make me feel blessed every time without fail.
Worries for whether it's in good condition,
which will always be the perfect sweet.
Thinking on the next night,
which add colours to my nights
and happiness in my dreams.
Billions of the possibilities,
but shall just try in stoping all the unneccessary thoughts.
Once again it is unknown,
on when the night will come again...
9:54 PM
~~Peini~~
Shall be clear cut for this post.
Yesterday just went for my coursin's wedding again.
Looking at the couples, who known each other since 16.
It's very sweet... but... i just wonder..
whats the definition and purpose of getting married?
whats the definition and purpose of getting into relationship??
whats the point of doing all that in life??
though there are countless on the web,
from people about the definition and purpose of it,
but there's trillions kind of varities...
so.. ever wonder which is the correct one??
or it's just an act of doing that satisfy the human cycle??
so that everything in the earth will go on and for the existance of human race.
No one knows.. completely no one,
will i be in part of the unknown group,
or am i the excuse one for the cycle??
lets just see in the future right before our life.
7:35 AM
~~Peini~~