Bits and pieces of time,
every single thoughts and feelings,
hopes of it everynow and then.
But seem to me time doesnt allow,
for it to pop out and give me that unique sweet,
which bring joyful and bless.
When will it come again??
no one knows...
just hope it come soon...
and show the sweetness of the night.
11:14 PM
~~Peini~~
Its a nice time, a nice day,
a wonderful night with lots of blessed.
The wonderful period,
so nice that i thought it was a dream.
A clown with many balloons,
bringing joyful to the kid.
The clown that remove the troubles and sadness of the kid.
The clown that is an angel for the kid.
Creating a wonderful world for it.
Will the clown be there in the park forever??
will it wait for the kid to come everyday at this time??
But guess at least for now it will be.
Lets make every minute that the kid have to be a wonderful and perfect one.
Just wish them all the luck that they will be together for eternity life.
Finally a joyful post :D hehe.. :D
2:05 AM
~~Peini~~
Was glad,
with the only light there,
but why am i always the one who is trying to reach out for the light,
and not the light travel into to my world??
There's a start,
but there's no end for tonight,
the end tt make me sleep better at night,
the end that make me feel safer,
the end tt make me feel blessed,
guess i can only hope that there will be one for the next night.
Possible?? not possible??
no one knows.
unknown future.
1:58 AM
~~Peini~~
Days and nights i ponder,
over a few things,
with sickness and stress accompanying me.
I waited for the time to come,
but it seems to me that there's still long to go.
Waiting for the remedy to come.
Uneasiness whether it will,
doubt that things wont be a success,
since im not lucky,
guess it will end as nothing again.
Should i or should i not,
to cross the border and into a new place,
where i dont have my remedy with me,
my pillow and the angel.
Wanted to stay but at the same time,
curiousity attract me to the unknown journey.
Guess what i can do now is
leave my fate of which path i should go.
5:56 PM
~~Peini~~
Ends with a no again,
as expected there will be none.
saw some images while in facebook,
is it a princess/prince or just a normal ones.
Guess my eyes was fooling me due to the blur image
cause by my tiredness.
Shall review it again once again tml when i get my rest.
Sometime i wonder,
is there really a need for it??
whats the purpose of it??
is it just to satisfy the cycle of the nature or something else.
Becuase of the needs we tend to want more,
being no matter what we do or not do,
no matter how we look like,
there will be this it always by our side not being dissappointed,
showering us with all of what it have.
But does this it exist??
This world is full of humans,
thats why this it does not exist.
Even if it does,
it will not be ours.
As fate like to toy with us.
So there i shall be,
waiting as ages increase with time,
which can be seen on the face,
while the hair grow from black to white,
waiting for the time till im old and into another dimension,
hoping that day to come soon.
1:15 AM
~~Peini~~
In the end it never come tt day,
nightmares come instead,
but fortunately it have nth regarding the clown.
Happy or scary, sad or bored,
hope to convey to it.
But time does not allow,
as there's too less time,
time just past so fast that there's no space for it to stop.
Think bout it day and night,
hope it will come to a stop,
but it just go on continuously.
Hoping too that the time will come,
come for me to rest,
for me to rely,
to protect,
For the moment of initiative of it,
to combine it,
for it to combine the soul,
to form a wonderful image.
Work goes on,
projects coming,
test approaching,
lesson as usual,
time for it need time too,
but there's not enough time for me.
So extra work need to be done,
hard work and more effort for it,
strong determination and passion,
for it...
So not much rest tonight,
waiting for the completion to come.
All i hope is the bits of initiative,
bits of surprises,
bits of dreams come true
and lastly bits of the area in the mind and heart.
1:14 PM
~~Peini~~
Nights with misses,
pain, worries,
and hopes.
Slowly went into the world of fantasy.
The images was blur,
but the actors and actress was clear.
The dream was so real,
that for a minute or so i thought it is real.
The story is sweet,
its so wonderful
it's like a "dream come true".
The image of the shy expression,
image of that truth in the world,
simply make me have the thoughts of
staying in that world forever.
However dream is a dream,
whatever that happen in there wont happen in this world.
Just as i was going to further enjoy my life in there,
pains wake me up,
and bring me back to the reality,
away from the short and wonderful time in that world.
But i will put it in my heart
hoping i will go back again tonight.
10:57 AM
~~Peini~~