Today was my happiest time since school start.
Reunion with class BA,
the laughter, the joyful, the wonderful time.
It's like it's the only part of my life that is fill with colours.
Time pass so fast, and soon the happy times end.
But im sure i enjoy those time very very much,
hoping that time will stop at that moment,
though i know it's impossible.

Think i've been addicted to it,
it's like a drug,
like it have become part of my life,
have become part of my world,
become something very impt for me,
something i hope to grab hold to it forever,
something that i will feel very uncomfortable if it's not done.
Though i hope it is the same,
but i know it isn't,
why wasn't it??

Hope there's this pills,
that can erase all the memory off,
both bad and good,
shall leave my mind and heart.
To be a simple person,
who knows nothing,
wants nothing,
feel nothing,
and does not hope for anything,
is also a kind of happiness.

Night fall,
i need to take my medicine,
but it's temporary not available to be consume,
so there goes my illness,
for it to worsened.
But will i be notified when it's available again for sale??
no one knows,
and the answer shall be an unknown.

Existance of the smell of vinegar..???

Just change my music player in the blog,
have also included the memorable songs
i wish to add since long ago.

Though it's been days,
but still it's been effective.
i wonder for hours,
searching on why does the remedy work so well.
However.. the only answer is unknown again.

I become clueless,
cant be independent,
relying on the medicine,
with the expire date been unknown,
with the possibility that it might expire the next second,
or last for the eternity life.
Feel so unsecure,
not knowing how long it will be available for use.

Should i change?

The medicine,
a wonderful medicine that cures and beautify my heart.
Will it always be available from the shop when i need?
If i need to describe it,
i will say its wu jia zhi bao.
If i need to sacrifice something to have it,
i will say i am willing to sacrifice anything or everything for it.

Will it be manufactured consistantly forever??

I wonder how, i wonder why.
There's this feeling in me,
that's so unsecure and weird.
I wanted to know the causes of this,
but to no avail.

I tried to use my usual remedy,
but time was not sufficient.
Not sufficient for me to use it.
So there goes my uneasiness,
thats left unattended.

Was told that the remedy will come later,
and my illness might be cured.
But no one knows, what's prepared for us later.
No one knows whether it will be effective,
whether it will really come as what was said,
whether it will really cure me,
therefore unknown was left for us to discover.

Am i the exception or not,
this question lies in the future,
lies in the fate,
lies in the time,
and most impt it lies in it.
So there it goes once again,
a huge unknown waiting to be solve.

Yesterday went to club crawl. Write my name for some cca, watched them performance and we proceed to orchard. Shop shop and shop and then homed.
I looked FAT.. omg. sad.. become fatter and fatter le, esther look thinner and nicer then me.
Next, went to try out on those dress that ally thinks it suit me, for try out only. Note all this dress is around $100 per piece.

Went for a swim today at jurong west swimming complex with esther, bel and ally. For more pictures pls refer to their blog :P

P.s
Mirror mirror on the wall,
who is the ugliest and fatest of the world.
"its you my master"
Yes i am indeed.

Overloaded, the remedy will never come as promised.

Hmm.. dont know what to post.
bored...
decided to try to start study for my driving licence.
try to drink it everyday,
try to eat it every day and night.
Go go go.. waiting forward to see how's the new cafe like,
and also the taste of the coffee and food. :P

Found out the truth,
know the story,
suddenly its all clear..
clear tt it will always be a dream,
so just say sayonara and stop it,
ending all with a dot,
and back to this cruel reality.

We are all different people, so it's a given that there are parts i wont get about it.
I wonder, when will the wavelength match ??

Time pass so fast, soon it's second year.
I hope for it to last, but it's still coming to an end.
Our wonderful class and those happy memories will always stay in my heart.

Knowing about it, im kinda worried.
Hope will be there to listen,
but it's just too busy, too cold.
When it's late night, countless of unsecure feelings came.
Now the only thing that can be done,
is to wait wait and wait.. for the time to come.
For the time where the only remedy comes.

As i go there, it's like saying bout my past.
The only difference is i wont write/say easily.
The past where no one knows,
where "water" drips as i recall,
my past where i hope to share with the only one.
But probably that day will not come soon.

Enough of all this emo stuff,
soon school is going to reopen,
new stuff and food is waiting for me to taste.
More adventure is waiting for me to discover.
New knowledge, more friends and more teachers are coming my way.

Here i come.. the new start, new begginning and new adventure.

p.s no comments on the emo part, thanks.

Chalet on wed, food was nice.
There's ppl come and there's ppl goes.
Time goes on for it to reach, for everything to go on, for something to happen.
When dark night arrive, thought it was arrival of dreams
so thoughts bout it rush into the mind.
Pull back for prevention of regrets,
never have i thought the fun have just about to begin.
Time goes fast and soon it was morning,
With "fun" accompanying us for the dark and cold night.
Dreams goes on for a minute or so,
till it's time for us to say hi to breakfast.
Tasty bread and yummy eggs went into our mouth
and its now the time to say bye bye.
Looking forward to the time to meet up soon
to enjoy the wonderful time once again.

Captures of the happy memories stay in my heart,
with the image always in the mind.
Never will i forget those days we had,
nor forgeting the times we had together.

p.s
Though it still lack a part to become a perfect piece,
But still it's quite nice and wonderful.
Though the piece cant complete the artpiece,
still hope it can enjoy the pleasure of the arts
now the artpiece is left in one corner,
waiting for the day of completion to arrive.

Welcome to my Blog. (:

*Pei Ni
*17 yrs old
*12 Feb
*Aquarius
*Hong kah primary
*Dunearn Sec
*NYP Business management
*choir and guitar

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tea, Chocolates, Sweets,
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,watch TV, draw,
Listen to music/ghost story
Watch VCD/DVD

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Taiwan Drama...

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+ know whats my future and who
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+ was very preety and attractive
(all girls and woman
will wish for this de lor)

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