Im an idiot, stupid fool....!!!!!!!!! I cant even control myself, to the standard that i actually forget to go take the retainer for my teeth, silly right!! Then end up went home need go out again. Im really very silly, so erhm erhm for the thing for what.. anyway i also have no rights to be like this. I know im terribly wrong, so so so sorry. Anyway thanks to hanyee, lee ching and esther for listening to my crazy talks.. hehe.. :P Bleh.. sry to myself too :P

Just found out that if i never eat, i GO CRAZY.. hehe!! no wonder i become normal once i drink the mocha, then after some time i went crazy again.. BUT when i eat.. im normal again. Haha.. food make me normal?? Plus once im out of school im NORMAL.. hehe, im weird :P Hmm.. while im not normal, i took all this random pictures.. and i had draw one picture for one of the photo. BUT my camera sux, so it look super blur.. the details cant be seen but im sure it looks better on the paper itself :P 2 more days and im gonna be super busy. Hate the idea of 007 now.. arg..!! hehe..

Wake up today, eat a LOT !!! Egg tart, fishball noodle, 2 small slice of fish and chip, 1 piece of bread, one small bowl of black bean soup. Yar i know im a greedy pig.. but no choice, if i dont eat then the food will go down the drain.. cant waste food. So im not eating any thing else for dinner already, except yoghurt and "Xue Ge".

Parents went to malaysia today, will be coming back at night. BUT im filled with stuff to do, iron clothes ( if not the clothes pile like mountain with no one else to iron and keep) , sweep the floor and went to see the doctor. NOTE im not seeing the doctor for myself, im completely heatlhy :P hehe.. went to see the doctor in place of my dad, he's too busy and plus if i go, the bill will be a lot cheaper. No choice cause my dad is really not feeling well, so rush to iron the clothes then went to see the doctor and faking to say im sick ( describing that i have the symptoms of what my dad have. ). Take the medicine and went to NTUC to replenish what's finished in the fridge, took some photos for my marketing project.. just in case it's needed :P

Thought its finished and i can FINALLY do my work, BUT no.. my sis forget to bring her thing for tuition and ASKED me to specially bring over for her. So again no choice but just help her, im really kind of sian.. cause 2 hours later need to go out of house again. So no mood to do school work already, shall chiong work after i bath when i reached home after i had deliver the things to her. Think i wont be sleeping much today :P

Think bout next 2 week im totally TIRED!!! cause my parents are going to overseas for holiday!! AND im suppose to incharge of their work, housework, taking care everything for my sis, part of my dad's agency work... so i will be super busy with their stuff again!!! Hai.. they always went overseas. Most of the time mum just accompany him to malaysia, she just went there to SHOP !! then all the houswork and the work that she help dad will end up im the one doing. No choice, im part of the family and the eldest. But what im glad is that im still very happy and fortunate, at least my family is together and parents were still very sweet with each other, they will also buy most of what i like and want :P hehe.. :D

Tuesday, went to school at 10am for marketing project. Predicted on who will reach first, second, third and last.. so i changed the order on who will reach first. :P HAhaha.. to the ending is expected. :P Hmm.. then after a while then our leader announc it's dismissed without doing anything. Hehe.. so jin rong, hayati and me went to play pool. Hayati pay the full bill, im only sitting down there watching them play and being the photograper.. haha :P

The two player.. :P

See.. Hayati's pose look cool right.. haha :P poor jin rong.. squat down there giving the sad face, CAUSE he lose to hayati. haha.. :P
As requested by hayati to post this. Jin rong LOSE to hayati.. (forget what's the score already.. :P ) And this is the LOSER's pose plus expression.. hehe :P

Found out im just too naive into believing it, just as what as esther said.. i really do hope tt it happen :P but pls im not as bad as you all.. grab and dump it away!! :P Thanks Lee ching for tt something though you are not being the willing one. :P

Next stop is HOTPOT CULTURE!! It's sure is VERY crowded!! Esther even use my phone to plan on something.. haha TOO BAD she never succeed, hehe :P Shall proceed on to the food, it's simply delicious.. Yum Yum.. :P Ok lee ching let's start.. :D
Waiting to start our FOOD FIGHT..!! hehe.. :P
Oh.. finally the late queen reach.. lets begin our meal :DWhat's she doing?? har??My favourite tofu.. :D it's so SMOOTH AND nice, hehe.. pls esther it's not tt someone lor..!! it's your "OH SO SMOOTH..!! " haha.. valer let's fall together.. haha ;POur favourite chocolate fondue.. :DCan see that she's trying to do something right.. haha cam whoring on the food.. haha :PHmm.. im just TOO FULL to eat more, they say this expression looks like someone.. "Ji Zhai Yi Qi..!!" -_-""

Next stop to the TOILET!!!Too full, so we decided to shop shop before we went home :P Such nice lightings.. Ooh... romanitc...!! :P hehe..My cute little DOGGY DOGGY.. :POur Bear bear.. also very CUTE!!! somemore it's a human size bear.. it's so nice to hug :PSter and me in the disney princess dress :PThe hat with three different style on different ppl :P On Ally it look so high class.. :P nice :DOn lee ching it looks SOo... ARTISTIC.. she's trying to show that she is holding to some paint brush.. :PAND lastly.. the most ugliest one is me.. -_-"" they say it look somewhat like those french lady, lame.. i look so fat and ugly la..!! Dont have esther's version of this hat.. psps.. :PThat's all for today, was glad that they like the food. Plus knowing that it's a happy day for you.. :P Hint ;P

This week have been a crazy week for me, everyday stay up till very late then went to sleep. End up i went to school being either very emo or crazy, such a crazy week. Anyway, have been crazy today.. keep screaming and acting like someone that have just escape from the mental hospital :P Why am i so crazy this week?? no one knows.. haha. :P

Today went to AMK with lee ching, esther and valerie. Ate a lot of stuff plus i was STILL a bit crazy.. saw jasmine too, she actually also joke with me about the scander.. haha. Nothing much, after that then home sweet home and i continue to stuff my stomach with food :P hehe.. :P

Anyway, this few days kind of a bit tired in dolling myself up. For the few days i've been wearing till very ugly, a polo t-shirt with pants. I didnt even care much in wearing contact lens, ear rings nor bracelet!! such a waste to see them in there just to collect dust, shall try to find chance to wear. During the holidays also planned to clear most of the shirt that's TOO cute for me :P Shall find chance to meet up with secondary and primary school friends, will also be spending time with projects team mates to finish up the work and also be together with the clique to spend our lovely holiday .. hehe :P Next tuesday need to go back to school JUST for the marketing lecture, a bit pointess for me to travel so far just for the 2 hour lesson :P Anyway after lesson i also need to rush home to tune in to the radio :P shall find whether there's any chance that i can shop a bit b4 i went home for the radio. :P Look forward..

Today was just an simple day, everything was normal. Have done with the choosing of the option for my specialization, was slacking simply for the whole day. Was even stuffing a lot of food into my mouth when i reach home :P

Reached home and watch Twillight, it's just TOO nice for me :P i simply LOVE the movie, the edward is just TOO attractive and cool. I'm SOSOSO addicted to it, see how sweet he was to her... i just simply love the romantic atmosphere around the two of them. Will wait for their next season of movies to be out.. look forward :P How i wish my the other half is someone like edward..!! :P Some quotes from Edqard, "i have no more strengh to stay away from you", "you make me cant be control", "You are my life and i will do anything to make you safe again". Isnt it LOVELY..!! im crazy again.. :P

See..!! Aren't he handsome and attractive..!! im fainting.. :P hehe.. :P the girl is also super pretty and slim, envy envy.. :P

Went out with annabel on saturday to do the thing that i find it to be NEEDED. Done that and we proceed on to shopping.. :P We were approached by someone and this name card was offered to us :P happy happy.. it's such an opportunities that i met someone who spot us, but she sure got eye problem to give me the card and ask for my name and no. -_-"" It's once in a lifetime lor.. :D This memory is valuable.. though not as valuable as something else that is more important :P
This is the card i get on sat when i went out with bel, the card looks nice right !! :D This is me on saturday, i look kind of weird and ugly.. :P

Ok, went home today.. eat a bit then immediately start and finished the stats project. After that tidy the house, clean it.. iron, fold and keep clothes, cut fruits.. blah blah blah. Till 2am then i manage to stop A WHILE to have a bath!!! I didnt even have time to do my tutorials nor ICAs AND marketing project research. Today was super tired, somemore will be going out for sat, sunday and monday. Sat and sunday will be going bugis to do what i REALLY need to do. Will pray for health, family, myself and erm.. yar. Even if im super tired or sick i will also go. :P The moody mood and being tired physically and mentally really kind of made me think of it and wish that i can rely and chat to someone. Shall update soon either tonight/sunday or monday. :P

Here's a suryvey i've done :P
[Get to know yourself better] , honestly.. it's not so accurate..!! :P only some parts i think i true only :P

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Yesterday make the so call oneh oneh ALONE till 3am, when all the ppl are sleeping happily. Make til im not feeling well, was hoping to erm erm erm.. but nv.. dont know what's the reason that i make so much and to make myself to suffer.

Some pictures for it.
Saw some kids in school, they are SO CUTE..!! :P Kawaii...!! :P
Was bored, so just took some random pictures.. hehe.. ;P -_-"" i'm lame to be taking this two picture.. im really crazy le.. -_-""
Today was not feeling well for the whole day, lots of work havent done. Was asked on whether erm erm or friends more important, im really STUCK..!! Cause i just cant manage to say it's friends, one side is i ps to say and the other one is cause i know i really do care for erm.. so cannot totally say i dont care bout erm and think friends is the one and only one that's most important one. But i also cant say erm is most important cause i really do care a lot and think friends are important.. so i stay silent. -_-"" though erm is not erm erm, but my brain just eh ya.
I'm really irritated by myself, why is it that im thinking bout it for the whole day..!! peini peini peini, STOP that.. it's pointless..!!

Went home and gobble up a few chocolates to erm.. eh.. ya, now my throat is WORSED!! think i shall not talk so much for tml also le.. :P I've been eating lots of food recently and now im becoming more and more like a big fat pig.. really wish to look as acceptable size for eh.. dont know, just acceptable size :P i want to be slim!! but recently just cant help it but to keep on gobble down food.

Shall do school work later after i rest, very tired now.. starting to imagine and having more fantasy image le.. -_-""

Welcome to my Blog. (:

*Pei Ni
*17 yrs old
*12 Feb
*Aquarius
*Hong kah primary
*Dunearn Sec
*NYP Business management
*choir and guitar

.:Food:. Japanese food, Bubble
tea, Chocolates, Sweets,
Egg, Western Food, Coffee, milk

.:Shows:. Devil Beside You,
It Started With A kiss,
Goong, They Kiss Again,
My Lucky Star, Romantic princess,
Fated to love you...

.:Colour:. Blue, Black, pink

.:Hobby:. Watch Taiwan/Korean drama
,watch TV, draw,
Listen to music/ghost story
Watch VCD/DVD

.:Things:. Stars and Moon, shiny and elegant stuff,
necklace, ear rings,
Taiwan Drama...

+ get good result in poly

+ know whats my future and who
i am in the previous life

+ Have a good, healthy, happy
and comfortable life and future

+everyone will have their happily ever after :P

+ was very preety and attractive
(all girls and woman
will wish for this de lor)

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