Came to post something :P yesterday spend the whole day watching anime.. :P i'm crazy for shows de ;) hehe.. now still ok ba, last time i use to watch from morning until the other day morning de :P crazy me hor.. cause now got school and is more busy so the night time no choice had to rush all my work.. hehe.. scared i might fail for my ICAs and exams sia.. :P

Hmm.. have been going to cassandra blog this few days to tag at her blog, seem to me she is busy dating and had no time to reply to the tag sia ;P Tuesday i had EOC ICAs and wednesday i got IWT ICAs sia.. faint* and now i havent even touch any of the tutorial nor study yet. -_-"" too lazy sia.. :P Hmm.. life is a bit bored for me at home sia.. cause its only work, shows, eat and sleep.. boring life right.. !! hehe.. look forward to go to school tml to have fun.. :P at least got something to do and to be friends leh.. ;) then i can wear the TONS of clothes i had.. :D got to go continue watch my anime le, then after rest a bit, bath then i got to start with my work le sia.. cause i woke up at 1++pm and finish my lunch plus breakfast plus dinner.. ;P hehe.. i guess by the time i start work will be around 7pm or even more late le ba.. :P

Just finish having the SanBa durian.. SUPER nice sia :P like to eat, but eat too much i will get sick sia. Made me remember those days when im very young, my mum everyday buy durian back to eat, go my grandma house at malaysia also eat all those durian that my grandma had plant. Eat until i like also become scared of it, but after some time i tend to like to eat again.. its nice to eat it once after a long time :P

Below is a very lovely picture i had found from internet.. :P

Ok, here goes.. My parents are back in the morning. I wake up earlier just to dig out the bags to see what they bought. Got super lots of things lor :P then i went to school le :P

Today was erm.. COOL !!! Esther they all say they touch yong ern all over the whole place.. -_-"" i was like.. ewk.. lame.. -_-"" then after that we went to have lunch at AMK, :D the food isn't that nice sia.. :P still ok ok de.. :) We went back to the school to have our econs lecturer, the lecturer is like RUSHING!!! he finish 2 hour lesson in 1 hour lor.. what the hell lor..!! i cant even catch on most of what he say!!

After that the grp just rush off to toilets.. leaving the others in the lecture. So sad sia.. why so rush.. :( Then after that when we on the way out, the two grp meet again at the staircase. They are like keep " YE ! YE ! YE!" then i was like .. --> -.-'' , they are like playing on me with another guy sia.. lame lor..!! now when they see him they will go " YE! YE ! YE!" -_-"" speechless lor!! then keep want to slow me down sia.. its like you dont expect me to purposely SLOW down then erm.. yar.. i just feel the urge to walk faster at that time.. its like hair is standing up right and is producing smoke le.. !! then xiao cui come out a "wow your leg white white de, feel like biting on it.. somemore it's straight, look nice " something like that bar..?? just remember it made me even more tense and hair all stand up le.. -_-"" so that all.. was thinking bout it on the way home in the MRT, then it feel like one minute or seconds and i found out that i've reached sia.. why so fast de.. first time like this leh.. -_-"" Me crazy le.. :'(

When i reach home i was like test on the new clothes that my mum bought back for me, i try until i want faint sia.. somemore i trying to remove some clothes that i had, but all just seem to be my taste :P so in the end i HAD TOO MUCH CLOTHES .. too much for me to be able to wear sia.. -_-"" will try to wear EVERYONE of it lor.. :P

Shall post until here.. hope Miracle happen and to happen soon :P

Hey... now feeling better le :P Yesterday heard the news of ICAs for IWT in next week.. FAINT*
Today wear the quite short de skirt again with a black top. Spent the whole night yesterday and this morning on the EOC ICAs 2 thing.. in the end she didn't even care about whether we really got do the preparation a not though she said it on tuesday asking we all MUST have it by thursday.

Anyway.. many funny thing happen today, went to ask cher on the work on the preparation i have made for the EOC ICAs 2 during lesson. In the end i was end up being played with by the group of friends and the cher even ask.. who who?? -_-"" quite erm.. lame.. and speechless, but at the same time it was FUN :P So funny sia.. hehe.. i wonder when will the golden mouth open?? Today life was interesting and fun.. FUN FUN.. hehe :P hope everyday could be like this.. :P but i prefer playing on other ppl instead of being played at sia.. :P hehe.. Cass and JJ.. hehe.. Cass control YOUR JJ lar..!! :D

:P Hmm.. so today packed a lot of food for both my sis and me, lazy to cook :D Reached home and iron clothes plus do all the calling things before i started to have my dinner :P

Preparing to wear the vest with shorts tml.. HAI...!! sometimes i really hope i was attractive enough lo, one of my friend is like trying very hard to prevent guys from liking her and trying to dont think bout those love thing.. then im the other way round. -_-"" Am i that lousy.. ?? :( hai.. nvm.. will try not to think bout it bar.. if not i will go crazy sia.. -_-""

So yar.. now trying to LOSE weight!!! I WANT TO BE THINNER!!! :D so guess tml im not eating much.. :P finally my parents are coming back tml, they will reach here in the morning.. there's a small possibility that i will saw them before i went to school. Look forward to tml when i can see all those things they had bought back for us.. :D

Sian arh.. test and icas coming the week after next le, SO SOON lor!! This few days very sian.. all the work at home im suppose to take charge, wash clothes, take care of my sis ( her meals all that) , plus taking over to help to do the work of my mum (all the calls, paying bills and blah blah.. )

Just done with all the house work and now came to post :P Today wear the long skirt from my aunt that i like, super somfortable lor.. :) went to school, had encounter some interesting happenings.. quite fun.. :P Hope everyday is like that, now have decided what to wear tml :P i will wear the tube dress.. :P hehe.. then i wash le then wont wear it so soon le :P

Now havent even start on the EOC icas 2 work, and thursday im suppose to have it being prepared. Today was super tired, yesterday wait for the clothes to be washed so i can dry it out.. so very late then sleep. In the end only sleep for 2++ hours.. -_-""
think today can sleep early le :P Just now prepare dinner for myself, anyhow cook sia.. but still think the fried rice quite nice, cause i cook one mah.. hehe.. :P

I even have beer leh :D cause im really very heaty le, throat a bit pain.. so drink it to hope to ease down the situation. SO i can get better and have more tasty food :D Now just hope my parents will bring back something interesting and tempting after they came back from their fun trip/travel to overseas :P thailand bar.. if i never remember wrongly :P

School reopen, and i feel really sick.. !! Yesterday watched dramas until 4++am, then 6++ woke up.. SUPER tired sia.. :( i think im getting a sore troat soon and sick..., then somemore i made a bad decision by choosing the NEW VERY SHORT skirt, with the QUITE SMALL top !!! Then the whole day very uncomfortable.. :(

Finally after statistic and economics lesson le, WOOHOO!!! but then most of them rush out.. me left in the room waiting for my SLOW labtop to shut down. SHUT DOWN le.. but then when i wanted to rush out to find them.. who are waiting for me outside, but bag broke/handle disconnected. Faint sia.. then faster reconnect the handle and wanted to go out find them, then JJ called me back. (note at that time only left me, JJ and YE in the room, we are the slow tortise sia.. -_-"") He say " peini.. " then he give that very weird look and look at YE.. -_-"" Wah lao lor.. !! then i just give a FINE!! look, look away then go off.. walao.. sian lor... super LAME!!! dont know he like to play this kind of game like others too -_-"" today not in the mood to play along .. thats why never play along with him.. haha.. :P

After that went to have lunch with a group of good friends :P then went home :P

Today wake up at around 930am to rush all my work, then manage to rush finish all the tutorial by 3++pm. Went to bugis alone to change the skirt, and heng the shop is open plus guess what.. there's only one left for the black colour one that is used as display which was said to still have a lot on wed :D so i just take the display de, :P this proved that the group of us that bought that skirt got great taste :P

After that i was bored, so i message one of my good friend to chat.. and to go boon lay find my another good friend :P the one that i message suddenly no response for the whole day after continuously got reply sia.. then just disappear to no where again.. -_-"" like to be magician orh.. -_-"" In msn that person also not online.. really disappear to thin air le.. -_-"" hmm.. anyway there could be a possibly my that good friend is sleeping after rushing on the projects and due to not much sleep yesterday :P Nvm anyway.. used to it, hehe.. :P

So reach boon lay and meet up with her in her church, i ate FREE dinner and watch a bit of the show, suddenly POM project someone forget to tell another teammates what to do.. then i go around asking when they finish their part and send over to the one that is suppose to summarize it and put in to the powerpoint that we have prepare for a small portion :P Went home then. shall end the post here.. :P

Today wake up very early to go buggis to change the shirt i bought yesterday, BUT i waited for hours the shop also havent opened!! its 1230pm le still havent open.. SLEEPING ARH..!! in the end i end up with no choice but to go school meet up with my POM group to do the project first. Was trying to find someone to accompany me go.. but no one is free. DURING the last minute then i manage to find someone to accompany me go, but she can only come out at 7pm.. and i was done and ready to go at 430pm. SO no choice but to stay at school listening to music until 7 lor.. :( Some more there's also no one that us free on msn that can chat with me de.. PATHETIC right!! hai... THEN WHATS more PATHETIC is that the one and only shop that never open today is the shop i bought the skirt from!! Vomit blood sia.. :'( so tml need go again.. faint*

Yesterday went to help Bing Qing they all in their play.. we were ALL WET as we walk in the heavy rain to that place.. !!! But anyway its quite fun, after that we went to buggis to shop.. met up with lin ying and her bf, Ooo.. envy them lor.. they are SO SWEET..!! The three of us even bought the same skirt but different colour anyway :P then im the only one that get the skirt that got problem de, thats why had to go change today :P i've also bought a top with a red stripedon white vest at only $10 :D CHEAP right.. !! it look nice, then when i went home try i found it a little bit tight.. still can wear, but if i get a bit fatter then cant wear le.. :P Was super tired.. my neck SUPER pain sia.. think i didn't sleep well yesterday.. and i DID NOT get enough SLEEP!!! TIRED arh!!

Ok, just finish ironing all the clothes and so on for the whole family again. Guess what.. i've already started to learn and try a bit on the accounting jobs on the computer from my dad le, no choice have to learn as got to be incase if any accident happen. At least need me and my dad know, if not later got what happen then the work all will stopped le if only he know :P Havent even finish my work, later need go help in the play for church for my friend until around 6pm. Not sure wanted to go shop a bit after that a not.. see first bar. Recently have been thinking too much le, i guess i will go crazy soon.. or in fact im crazy le :'( I know its the time i should stop thinking bout it le, as its very clear im not in there. It really remind me of my past, and this will only make me feel more like crying.

Will just end this post here.

Today went to school for POM project, accounting then i went to help bin qin they all on the play. After that i rush for my make up lesson :P was actually hoping i can show my make up to some friends b4 i remove it, but anyway i will just post some picture of it. ENJOY :D

Hai.. this few days have been playing all day long, yesterday was even being dragged to chat with my cousin until 6am.. super tired sia!! then no choice i say i'm really very tired cant accompany her le, then i also cant sleep until TOO late, if not my mum will know i morning then sleep. So in the end i force myself out of bed at 2.45pm.

Having been thinking too much since one of my friend i know from work talk rubbish bout me sia, she lor!! i nv think so much nor scared before that de, now let her say until i scared what she say will be the truth lar!! guess i should stop doing what she said.

So yesterday was just plain, the whole day just sit there watch tv and dramas :P nothing much actually :P Hmm.. guess what, i really surrender le.. i will just let nature take it course :P wont be so crazy on fantasy bout having bf le :P hehe.. BUT i will still watch my favourite dramas :P Will be going to school on monday to disscuss bout my POM project and study accounts le :P Can see the PREV and all my other friends le :D !!!

Have been tagged by pearly -_-""

1) What makes you sad?
Being scared/frightened/defensive against from friends (especially guys cause guys dont normally so erm.. lame.. if they do that then is a VERY BIG problem le..) and also think bout the past plus being left out..

2) What you want the most right now?
True love?? bf?? :P

3) What is your favourite quote?
"silence means consent"

4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nope... but sometime got a bit :P

5) If you have a dream come true , what would it be?
Got someone that really understand the whole me, including my past and dont mind bout all the kinds of mood/character i have.

6) What is your idea of a friend?
Any kind will do, everyone have their goods and bads of their own.. they are special in their own way :P just hope they can be with me or by my side and caring/spending time with me, know my presence =)

7) What is your goal this year?
Nothing much.. my goal just to not retain/not be the last :P

8) Do you believe in eternal love?
I believed but i think i will not be so lucky and blessed to have it although i wish to have :P

9) If you have all the time and money in the world, what would you do?
I will spend time with friends and family, sharing all the joys and happiness.. sharing part of the money i have :P

10) If time were to unwind , what would you want to change?
Will not change anything, if i change anything i will not be the me now le :P

11) The person that you really love is dying, will you stay with him/her?
DEFINITELY and will stay with him until the last minute we have to be together :P

12) What feelings you hate the most?
Being hurt and lonely/sad..

13) Do you cherish all the friendship of yours?
This also want ask -_-"" of course is yes lor..

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes.. :P but i guess there wont be guys being love at first sight towards me.. hehe :P and i think it wont last long by just knowing each other's appearance and not the inner self. :)

15) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The 'Love' and 'happiness' both given by friends and family and the presence of it everywhere.. :D

16.) What are the needs that I wish the guy to have?
He must be someone who loved me for who i am more than anyone, good looking to me, no bad habits such as smoking, taller then me, someone i can get comfortable around with and can get the sence of safeness ( an quan gan ) from him :P

17) People who are going to be hated by you?
Dont normally hate ppl, i tend to get sad or angry towards someone.. but after a while i will not be le :P

18) Do you have a crush?
Tired of it le.. its too tiring to get on a crush on someone...

19) Do you deserve to be loved?
Of course..!! :D

20) What is your currently favourite song or band?
Fahrenheit..?? i dont really have favourite song or band.. as long its nice i will like it :P

People that I've tagged must do !!
1) Esther
2) Valerie
3) Wenjie
4) anyone that see this.. :P

Went to help my parents deliver newspaper early in the morning of around 430am!! I've never even sleep much, SUPER TIRED!! and after im done, i went home eat and rest a bit.. then gtg to meet my grp of friends i know from work during the last holiday for a pinics and games at west coast park. VERY TIRED ARH.. somemore today one side of my contact lens spoil or something, so i end up with one eye got contact lens while the other without. VERY blur.. i try to tolerate, but for the whole day from 2 until 9pm is way too long.. I'm almost wanted to FAINT le :(

Most of them is like got bf/being wooed by guys de.. SIAN DIAO le LAR!!! notice that the bunch of them really like to matchmake others.. and pls for them is SERIOUS in introduce to get a gf/bf de ( not like me who are just playing in matchmaking others :P ) Listen to them talking bout their guy, it's like so envy lor.. those guys all treat them like princess leh.. !!!

I wonder when will my "The One" appear.. :( guess i will stop thinking very crazily bout this for myself le, very tiring de.. :( but i guess i will play a bit for others :P hehe.. :P will just post until here.. :P

Just finish ironing all the clothes, folding and kept the clothes for the WHOLE family !! ARh.. and while im doing my sis and mum are lying comfortably on the bed watching tv!! My dad are out to work, now mum is also doing some of the work stuff too :P Had also just sweep the floor and mop the floor a bit with plain water :P Now me resting le .. :P

Ok, in the morning i woke up, knowing that i had quite a lovely and scary dream.. dreamt of the teacher i'm quite scared during primary school and another person. VERY scary for some part.. the one that i dreamt other then my cher is totally different from the real life lor.. in the dream the person is like erm.. high in mood.. actually got some part of it is a bit similiar in real life bout that person bar (Thinking*) dreamt that the person keep following me around :P , then some parts of the dream the person have a very heck care attitude towards me. -_-"" i want to faint le.. not able to remember clearly whats my dream totally bout le -_-"" Then even after i went to sleep again after going to the wash room i dreamt of that person AGAIN..!! vomit blood lor.. why keep coming to my dream de -_-"" but was quite a funny dream hehe.. :P

Tml will be going to west coast park with my working friends le, hmm.. i predict i will be left out and feel bored again.. :( very long never saw them le, kind of miss those closer friends i have in that grp :P ( its all girls :P )

Below are some cute and interesting animation i had found :P Enjoy.. :P (supposingly the picture can move one, but seem to me only one can :P)
This is the one got one is colouring the heart and hug another person, then the heart is also on the other person, words "My heart will always be with you" come out. :P

"the whole day i've been thinking bout you" follow by " i even dream of you in my dream" and "i think i had fall in love with you" come out of the images :P

Hmm.. today went out early in the morning with esther and valerie to school to chit chat from 10am to 1230pm :P Was sad to know that i got got one friend that is actually scared of me :'( me sad le lar!! but was glad to know the truth.. so i can improve myself :P anyway, i'm those sorts that will want to clear things out despite having some risks :P I will try to be normal.. :P I'm not VERY emo, its just that i'm tired/dont know what to say/dont dare to speak up :P

Later the grp of us meet xiao cui for SHOPPING at buggis :P There are so much clothes that i wanted to buy, but didn't in the end.. :P if not i will go bankrupt.. and scared i dont look good with it.. We took some neoprints too :P Wenjie was also with us Too :D hmm.. he's the only guy in there.. :P hehe.. so life goes on, we sat outside MAC doing nothing.. AGAIN they talk bout some gossips bout me again!! Wu nai.. somemore i was listening to the sad songs with a slight stomach cramp. Then i almost cried out thinking bout being scared of and hide from one of my friends.. I dont want to be scared by friends lar.. :'( glad to know it's just that i think too much, that friend of mine dont actually hiding/scared/being defensive towards me :P ( thats the only thinking i can have to not feel so sad :P)

Then got one period i was having slight muscle cramp around the heart?? ( thats what they say it was :P) and i thought it's heart pain, so i tell them "Wait.. heart pain" then they thought i was saying heart pain over that some sort of guy at first .. WALAO i not boliao lor..!! -_-""

Then when i reach home, then i go SHIT!!! i forget there's make up lesson today !! in then end i miss today's lesson.. me hor.. super blur and forgetful leh!! ARG..!! hope today they never teach bout liquid eyeliner... but i think most slightly it was taught today as it was mentioned to be taught today on last weeks lesson. :( aiya.. nvm bar, anyway i also not SUPER serious in learning de, since its very brief in the lesson as all the students in the class only want to know how to put plain make up for their daily life, one or two lesson missed wont kill :P

Holidays le, but still there's A LOT work and projects left for us to do during holidays.. SOME MORE had to prepare for ICAs (test) for most subject as it will be reaching soon after the break.. :( to week break only leh.. sian.. :P lucky now only 3 days pass only :P will try to temporary forget the work and study part and enjoy my life for a while first before i start work on the second week :P

Hope to go out SHOPPING again soon with PREV!! haha.. maybe is PREVA instead.. :P hehe.. :P

I've been tagged by Esther.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
-I will cry for days and wanted a break up.
#2 if you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
-To meet my "The One" soon and have a bf who i can rely on and love and be love :P
#3 If your house was on fire, what is the one thing you would take to preserve?
-my family
#4 What would you do with a billion dollars?
-Spend it and share small portion with friends and family. :D
#5 what's your ideal lover like?
-Cute, understanding and caring, good looking to me, taller than me, smart, no bad habit, LOVE me for who i am, loyal and honest and knows me. :P
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Both being loved and be loved by the guy, but if had to choose one, being loved is more blessed.
#7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
-Not sure.. :P but guess will be very long, depends whether the person LIKE me a not :P
#8 what is your greatest wish now?
-That all my wish will come true.
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
-nope.. but quite miss the days in school and the past :P
#10 What cheers you up the fastest?
-Care from friends and them.
#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
-Working and having a bf??
#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
-Friends and family :P
#13 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
- married but poor, love is the most blessed thing to have :P will be happy although is poor. :)
#14 what do you do during the holidays?
-Bored with dramas and anime.
#15 would you give all in a relationship?
-Yes..
#16 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
-will choose the one i love more.
#17 what type of friends do you like?
- the ones i have and will be having in the future :P

8 people to do this:
-Valerie
-Wenjie
-cass (poly)
-Annabel
-everyone who have seen this :P

Just came back from my cousin's wedding.. :P In the morning we went to the house to see on the tradition method, those process of weddings where the groom will knock on the door, with the bride's sister asking them to do some stuff. Its like so fun.. they asked the groom together with his friend to put on lipstick and leave their kissing marks on the colourful hearts paper that is stick outside the house everywhere.. on the ceiling and wall.. :P Then the couple offer the tea to all the elders, my mum and dad were included too.. and after that the younger one (my sis and i were one of them too :P) go forward to congrats them and get Ang Baos from them :P COOL..!!


CUTE RIGHT!!! :P

Guess what.. today im crazy again!! due to the dress i wore today, i seem to be overboard in acting cute and like a child.. i also feel disgusted by what i do sia :P xiao cui and esther seems a bit fed up by my this kind of action for today.. hehe.. :P sorry.. :P
PLUS today i was crazily non stop keep staring.. walao..!! maybe tml i wear more casual then wont like that :P i was also keep singing those love songs in the class sia.. :P guess the songs i like is all love love de.. hehe.. :P
Today stay back in school to have a bit of food with esther, valerie and xiao cui accompany, THANKS :D After some chit chat, im really too obvious and straight forward le.. shouldn't have been like this but i just cant help it..!! i dont have the paitent to play hide and seek and guessing game forever lor..!!! guess i should learn to let things go and let it go by nature... :P
Ok, now im totally worried for my econs test tml.. until now i havent even really study on it lor!!! DIE!!! sad.. and GUESS WHAT..!! we have come out a name for the group of us.. :D its PREV !!! Peini, Rainie, Esther, Valerie.. together we are the PREV !!! :DHAHAhaha.. :P thats all for today.. :P

Today went crazy again -_-"" i was even "JIE BA" when i stand at the door there talking to esther.. me lame right, guess they are tired about me being crazy in this way ba. :P TODAY I WAS completely CRAZY LOR!! The IWT made me go round and round around the bush.. !!! Then after the craziness of IWT, i become crazy for other things -_-"" my brain is like going to explode le.. VERY PAIN...!! MY STUPID brain lar.. why keep thinking about it, think until i head pain !!! Then dont know for what reason i seem to be saying those scary things on monday night, now i scared i might have scared all of them in the conversation box away :( And plus today unseemingly i say out all of what i think about certain issues.. im not actually used and had ever say out to anyone else before de :P Today only got IWT lesson, sad lar.. feel like having more lesson but also dont feel like so :P hehe... :P

ARH..!! ECONS TEST on FRIDAY..!! sian arh!! friday just go there one hour do test then go.. !! somemore until now i still head pain sia, how to study..!!?? hope will be able to study later on.. :P
Today went back to secondary school take my testimonial.. :D i'm considered lucky bar, school just beside my house and plus whenever i go to check whether they are done in having the testimonial/ certificate, it seem that always is ready to be collect de.. :D LUCKY ME, but only at this .. the other expect of my life all not lucky one.. :(

i'm still SO HEAVY .. :( why can't i be A LOT MORE LIGHTER..!!!?? :'( i want to get slimer lar..!!! sad sad.. now need to go cook and prepare my own dinner le, sian.. dont feel like cooking.. -_-"" and also dont feel like eating... scared later get fater!! but after yesterday's hunger throughout the night and morning, i think i will just cook and eat a bit ba.. if not later i suffer.. :P so i will just post until here for today :P

Today was in a bad mood !! i woke up late today, feeling very moody... When i reach school i also feel the same too!! i only sleep for 1++ hours cause of the work i had to do..!! PLUS due to some reason that esther they all know, im really not in the mood to play along for today.. was being quite quiet for the whole day. BUT i guess my bad habits are still the same, cant stop looking everywhere for the sights of.. erm.. my cligue of friends and i know can le :P its like want to see, see already then sad... was swallowing the whole box of sweets in a short time due to the sadness.. in the end i feel more like vomiting... -_-"" CRAZY ME...!! Just hope miracle will happen.. :P :D

Today just came back from make up classes, have to rush in the work.
When i came back i had a short but fun video camera with esther, however the later part is quite disappointed. I wonder why, but i just feel kind of dissappointed bout the facts that i know. I just dont wish to accept the truth though its kind of what i had predicted. After the CHIM lesson i had in the group conversation, i found out that thats what i also think towards this thing call "love" in most ppl mind. Wonder and wondering, what is the thing that i actually looking forward to and hoping for?? I feel that i'm trying to prove something or hoping for something that i wish to get towards what i really need deep in my heart. Why doesn't i able to find the answer and that something i wanted and longed for?? why is it so hard ?? Am i being over expecting and hoping ??
Answer were not given to me, i just not able to get it, WHY WHY WHY..!! no one seem to know about the deep inner side and the past of me. What should i do?? im really stuck here in this part of my life, i really dont know what i really should do..!! i'm really going to go crazy thinking about all this. Should i continue to be the stupid girl or the clever girl mentioned in the books i had read?i just not able to forget about my past and times i had to grow up and be a mature girl, its just too difficult for me to let it go, i'm always full of tears when i think of it.
Anyway i'm gonna leave all this back into the deep side of my mind and continue with my life for the time being, not going to think about it for the time being le. I cant be thinking about it all the time which will affect my mood for study.
Lifes go on, everything will continue to happen without knowing my presence in this world. i will just be at the dark corner envying others without being noticed.

Pls do not ask/comment about this post. thanks. :P

Any way, gonna continue with the LOADS of work i have.. not going to think about this thing call "likes" anymore after today. EOC, stats, accounting and much more all squeeze into one day..!! gonna go crazy le.. !! :@

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*Pei Ni
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.:Shows:. Devil Beside You,
It Started With A kiss,
Goong, They Kiss Again,
My Lucky Star, Romantic princess,
Fated to love you...

.:Colour:. Blue, Black, pink

.:Hobby:. Watch Taiwan/Korean drama
,watch TV, draw,
Listen to music/ghost story
Watch VCD/DVD

.:Things:. Stars and Moon, shiny and elegant stuff,
necklace, ear rings,
Taiwan Drama...

+ get good result in poly

+ know whats my future and who
i am in the previous life

+ Have a good, healthy, happy
and comfortable life and future

+everyone will have their happily ever after :P

+ was very preety and attractive
(all girls and woman
will wish for this de lor)

Ahern
Alfie
Annabel
Cassandra's 1st blog
Cassandra's 2nd blog
Cass(poly)
Ellina
Esther
Hayati(poly)
Hongjie
Hui Zhen
Jasmine(poly)
Joanne
Kamilah
Karol
LeeChing's album
LeeChing
Marcus
Mavis
TanPeini(NYP BM0805)
Pearly
Rujun
Sherman
Steven
Valerie
Xiao Cui
Xiao Cui(2)
Wenjie
Weili

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