NICE..?? :D Hehe.. we cute hor.. :P

BACK..!! I WANT TO CRY..!! TODAY'S the MOST UNLUCKY day i had..!! :'(
Today i freak out about a lot of things... in school we panick and rush for the statistic project, then we i hurt my tongue by eating one big spoon of HOT carrotcake..!!

During EOC lesson, i was like freak out when i saw Y.E teaching J.J POM.. then i got this OS " DIE I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND, and havent even study nor memorise the POM Arg..!!" I was like going to go crazy le lor..!! somemore the girls infront of me also slowly taking out theie POM notes to study too.. :(

After i think i did something wrong that offend one of my friend, but i swear i wasn't purposely de..!! :'( i get frightened by her sudden react.. and i was like get that kind of STRONG sense of " alone and scared " feelings that i tend to get sometime :( i'm really scared at that moment.. :'( i cried with the head down.. with the same scene as last time in sec sch and in those dreams i used to have. :( i really hope there's someone i can rely totally on and cried out to..(i not referring to friends.. -_-"") :'( heng by the end of the day all things were solve.. :P FRIENDS forever.. :P

Guess what.. i think i did something totally stupid in the canteen.. -_-"" i think i shouldn't have done it.. Arh.. faint.. am i crazy or what..!! SIAO ARH ME..!!

Still can remember last time when we were like playing on the stage behind the curtain, i was meant to play with my junior by scaring her in the curtains :P . BUT dont know why, it end up to be my another friend. AND she is ok.. erm huge in size and have very strong force..!! So in the end i saw her through the cloth and SHE actually play back by PUSHING ME with all her force to the wall.. i cant even breath you know!! its like my head is face upwards, i asked to let me off and out, but they thought i still playing -_-"" The darkness inside there is completely scary.. plus the sufocate inside the thick curtain made me even more scared..!! So i just CRIED out.. then they were shock and let me out.. and guess what.. i cried for hours..!! :(

And after that i LOST my ez link card...!! :( and i was stuck in west mall looking everywhere for it, but still cant find!!! So thinking with the 85 cents i can get on the bus, but in the end it was 90 cents!! i freak out and ask the strangers for change of $2 , but he dont have.. :( so he just say give me all the coins :D its so nice sia.. :P so in the end i manage to board the bus.. :P :)

BUT THEN when i reach home still need to worry bout tml POM test..!! freak out lar!!! :( ARG..!! i think today i wont be sleeping le.. :(

Finally finish my test for today!! CAN RELAX le..!! Today went with them to play pool.. everything was quite boring and plain, i just sit there watch and played for the last few minutes :P The travel on the MRT back home was erm.. quite occupied.. :P hehe.. as Mohhamud is very sleepy and tired, left me and jun hao who are awake on the MRT.. so he seem to be be more talkative then what he does normally to me if im on the same train as the both of them.

Ok, here's what.. yesterday i got NO time to study sia due to the make-up lesson, cause the lesson ends at around 10pm!! in the end i end up sleeping 1++ hour only lor with the rest of the time studying.. then i went to school early to meet up with them to revise further on the two subject that we got ICAs, in the end i end up being the only one in school being i reached at 640am ( the meeting time is 630am) .. -_-"" there's not a single HUMAN on the road to/at NYP entrance. Its in complete silence, of course except the fountain sounds.. :P The most important thing is i'm ALONE !!! So lonely.. somemore no one is online on msn.. -_-"" feel so lonely... :(

Now my head is SUPER pain now, also not feeling well too :( FAINT..!! Hmm.. hope to get comforting words from a few of my friends .. hehe.. ;) :P ok my brain is crazy now.. now talking nonsence.. -_-"" pls mind the rubbish i'm posting. :P Miss the time where we chat so happily together.. now they are very busy now le being to be in JC :(

Haha.. hmm the grp of them still playing about me and the guys in class. -_-"" HEN WU NAI arh..!! WU YU.. !! how come is always they like to play i like others and not the other way round?? not fun leh if its always playing on me liking others and not the other way round.. :P

I'm gonna rush home PLAY PLAY AND PLAY until like siao..!! watch all the dramas and anime !!! :D AND most of all find them chat.. :P hope THEY are online.. ;) :P Hehe.. Will post again more tonight if i feel like so.. :P

Just woke up after doing econs and studying a bit on accounts, when i'm asleep my brain is like going through the accounts and econs stuff sia.. My brain crazy sia, -_-"" :P now will be going to have a bit of food as my dinner though i dont really wanted to eat then i will continue study until very late today le :P

This morning woke up with the discover of the PAIN of my teeth.. OUCH lor..!! perhaps its because the dentist change it to a THICKER metal strip on friday night. Pain arh.. now a bit dont feel like talking le.. also not in the mood of talking, but in the mood of typing and chatting on msn..!! :D Hehe..

Hai.. again worry about what to wear for tml sia, think i'm gonna decide on morning ba :P then had to put nail polish in the morning lor.. SIAN..!! cause my finger nail dont know why this few day found that the top layer peels off very easily.. so wanted to try putting some nail polish to prevent it. :D

Oh.. hate people ignoring me lor..!! its like today i try chatting with the 2 person.. both very emo de. Got one still ok ba, at least she try in talking.. :P but the other one is like after saying ya then keep quiet, ok nvm.. i was thinking maybe that person is busy or something though the status is as online. BUT in the end the person just go offline without giving me any response..!! ARH..!! Haha.. think the both of them make perfect match.. :P why dont they go together leh?? :D haha.. both also quite nice and erm.. good looking.. :D Haha..

Ok, plan to wake up early.. but still over sleep with alarm clock set. Only just wake up, then i think i will eat a bit then REALLY gonna study le, if not no time le..!! :P found out that i really like chatting with friends :D Kinda miss bin qin they all.. they have their exams previously plus i wont be going for their church thing anymore. :P Pls i dont really want to go to the church just to see them and me end up talking for the whole session there... its really no point as its kind of rude. :P
Haha.. told you all i loog ugly when i smile.. :P Hehe,,

Ok, i wanted to say one more time.. what i post in my blog is just some random thoughts/feelings i had when i'm posting. So it isn't really what i am REALLY thought for all the time/days!! i post just like got a bit of writing journal related stuff.. erm.. like talking to myself though blogs .. :P :D So pls dont need mind too much about what i post.. :D

Ok, today or infact yesterday.. fine.. its on sat night, its happytime..!!! :D We.. in the sense of me, bin qin and steven have a grp chat together on msn.. :P it was kind of fun to chat with them and seeing on how they joke with each other. :D thought by finding him chat will be ok de, but in the end i thought it may have act as a disturbance to him -_-"" FINE.. then i wont anymore... !!! I was like go -->" ARG..!! FINE!!" as OS when i saw/know that i may be be a disturbance to my friends. Won't anymore..!! in the chats with bin qin, she say if i always talk bout a certain guys then means i like him.. -_-"" i didn't know this fact lor.. -_-"" by the way i had been always talking bout a few guys(along with the girls) to the person i've been talking leh.. can't say i like all of them right.. :P

Today havent even started in studying and i heard some people had already started and even finished studying (though i know some also like me havent start studying :P) !!! ok fine.. now is around 330am now, so i think i will study a bit now then tml wake up early CHIONG like siao.. :P actually..i get the mood of studying after chatting with them and being told i must not be lazy in studying.. :P Make sense sia.. if not i may just end up being the last in class and may even FAILED/ unable to passed my whole module which will lead to me being had to RETAKE the whole course again..!! I DONT WANT..!! so i will study..!! :P hehe... will just post until here.. next time then post more and pics too.. :P

Hey.. know what, i really dont understand why guys are like erm.. not so caring as girls de leh. When girls say they are fine for only one time it doesn't mean they are really fine lo.. !! but the guy is like .. ok fine then fine.. then just walk away de..!! Arg.. hai..

Its so sad to know that the more you expect the more you will feel pain, SAD right..!! maybe i shouldn't have been expecting a relationship so much ..!! think i will just live normally now and not think so much about it le..(i hope i can lor..!! :'( ) its so irritating to think bout it and found out you are left with nothing and no one in the end..!! SUPER HATE that kind of feeling of being left with nothing when the friends around you are being loved/wooed ..!! HAI...!!!

Just simply tired of this kind of feeling of emptiness and the kind of feeling when you are left with no one and being alone ( in the sense of relationship kind.. not friends that kind de thing.. ) after expecting for it so much...!! HAI...!!

Today we can go home EARLY..!!! :D During the POM lesson, I was like completely crazy.. ME SIAO ARH..!! Lucky I did not show it on my face.. hehe :P After POM, Esther, Ahern, Valerie and me went for the special accounts lesson where the teacher let us clear our doubts on that module. :P

After that we went to have LUNCH, saw a lot Anderson’s JC de students… but too bad my friend not in there lo. I eat creamy chicken pasta, NICE..!! :D Esther, Valerie and me was like talking bout guys.. hehe..!! TOP SECRET between the three of us :D We say bout guys, (oh yar I did said that already.. :P) erm… we or infact me hate SUPER QUIET GUYS..!! They mute one is it..!! We did say bout him, being say that he is super quiet and I hate that idea of it…!! Mute or what..!! Never come talk to us de/talk to him then keep quiet..??!! isn’t girls to be the one to be more quiet and bei dong then guys..!! FINE..!! THEN FOREVER don’t open your mouth and talk..!! :@ Just simply hate the idea of it..!!

Esther was giving me a survey.. :P Was like asking, "hey will you get sad when he never talk to you when he walk pass? Will you think about what he was doing when you can’t see him?? Will you get sad when he don’t appreciate/accept the good things you do for him?? " Then I was like go --> -_-"" , cause I feel that way to all the good friends I have leh.. cant possibly say I like all of them right..!! plus she also say being liking someone is will feel very happy just by being together with him, but when its sad, ITS SUPER PAINFUL in the suffering. :P Had LEARNED a LOT after Esther’s this “lesson”.. :D !! She seemed to be experienced in this though she say she is not.. :P No choice.. I’m a super BLUR in this kind of like and love thing since I’ve never been in relationship before.. :P HEhe..

And pls.. “Like” and “interested” is not the same definition for me…!!! “Like is a deeper version of “interested” !!! AND for me “interested “ is a bit like “admire” but just that “interested” is a bit deeper meaning then “admire” towards “like”. Yar.. I know this is CHIM…!! :D

Looking at the Anderson’s people I’m super fed up now..!! I was like say I’m willing to wait for my internet friend, who was like DUH.. only next to our school lor for until 4pm, which I end my lesson at 1..!!! Then that person just don’t want to meet at all..!!! PLEASE NOTE.. today is their LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.. and that person not even willing to just walk over for 10 minutes of meet up??!! I just wanted to look at how that person look like sia..!! I SUPER hate people who don’t appreciate my good towards them lor..!! I’m good towards them and they treat it as shit?? WHAT the HELL lor..!! Don’t you regret it if I had totally decided to hate you…!!!

Thanks again to Esther and Valerie for willing to wait for the next bus then board it and then go home. :D really appreciate that. Just hope I got someone to accompany me home everyday.. :P hehe… but actually thought of it, it isn’t that bad, just be independent and go home alone lor.. :P Test next week..!! HATE IT..!! I want my holidays !!! :D :P below are some of my pictures.. :P

Haha.. thats the CAP DAY..!! NICE...?? :PBored at home waiting for the time to go for braces checkup.. :P This is the clothes i wore with the jeans skirt :P nice?? :D

Hmm.. today is like never go school for lesson like that, the stats lesson we go in half an hour then she say end early. After that is EOC, also go in for a while only then say let us off early..!! FEDUP sia.. then i come so early do what?? just to come school walk walk orh.. -_-"" then after that is the POM lesson.. the teacher was like rushing, no one's is listening due to that!! in the end for the whole day at school we didn't do or learn much.. -_-""

Below are some of the picture... :P

Today we wear caps to school, which was pre-planned :D but then most of them never wear :P Soo.. i wanted to take off too but my hair collapse and is out of shape as the cap was adjust until its too small.. !! :P in the end i had to bear it and wear for the whole day..ARh..!! :D

Hearts hearts and Rossy rose.. :PBUBBLES..!!Blur blur.. :PSnowy..!! :PSad.. me and annable being covered :P are they shock bout something?? :PWAh.. :P we three shot all take bout the same pose.. :)The above two shot is distorted.. :D

Do i look nice in this picture..?? :P Hehe..

Hey now is morning, my class starts at 10 and i'm right with my nerve tense up and scare until awake by my sis. -_-"" She suddenly came in " EH FASTER WAKE UP..!! LATE LE ARH..!! " then i suddenly jump up with the thinking of "ARH die.. 7am le, die die die.. " then i sit there think carefully then remember today is not 730 class, its 10 o clock class..!! Then now cant fall asleep, too early so i came to post something lor.

The minute i wake up i went to on the radio to listen to music and GUESS what.. i heard the chinese songs i heard too in bin qin's "bf", and until now i still dont know and havent ask him whats the name of the song. Haha.. i've been going to his blog everyday to let the music play.. :P the song is like so nice lor..!! :D

Tired arh.. yesterday print AROUND 50 pieces of project work, which i thought on total only need print 30. Sian arh.. yesterday had to wait for my sis until 115am then she allow me use her com to print (her com is the only one that can print things de.. ) So in the end i around 2++ then finish printing the 50 pieces of paper and went to sleep.. zzZ lucky got get better from yesterday after resting.

Thought bin qin's "bf" may be online in the morning then can chat, but too bad he is not online.. :P Oh yar, when i wake up i remember i had a weird dream.. but just cant remember whats the dream about.. how forgetful of me.. hehe.. :P

A bit tired to search in wardrobe to find clothes to wear .. -_-"" somemore today need to match the HAT topic that we had decided to had for today. :P ok then now i just post until here..

Here's some photo for view.

I look so round and fatty in this picture.. :P i look so erm.. innocent?? :P
Yay.. cute cute.. :D
We decided to take photos with number posing :P This is ONE..!!
TWO..!!
THREE..!!
FOUR..!!
OOPS i pose TEN instead of FIVE.. :P RETAKE..!! :D
Here's the retake.. FIVE..!! :P
SIX..!! my pose is so special and looks nice.. don't you think so..? :P
Last number pose, SEVEN..!! :D

Wah, when the cake i bake cool down it become so hard sia.. cannot be eaten!! waste my time baking for the whole afternoon !! Hmm.. today bring huge bags of chocolates to class, and in just a moment the chococlates were all gone. :D AND somemore its not enough, its simply too nice and popular le..!! :P Know what.. i offer my chocolates to all the people in class, and i found out that most guys dont like eat chocolates.. -_-"" During lesson Bin qin came online, and happen to know some thing!! She never go to school today and i found out that her "bf" say i'm a very good friend and ask her treasure me..!! First time heard such a good compliment about me from other :P SO happy bout this and knowing that the class love the chocolates i had made..!! HAhaha.. :P

I was like playing for the whole 2 hours during the EOC lesson, i dont know whether i'm thinking too much but i think the teacher is tired and sick of the whole class not listening to her in most part of the lesson and never do the activities she advice we all to do. Feel bad bout it.. but still, i'm still not in the mood to listen to EOC lesson :P However it does is fun in the class with Esther, Xiao cui and me fooling around, singing songs and so on.

After school, i had to stay back for the project.. but actually me and lee ching never did much as we finished with what we are needed to finish :D So me and lee ching ended up have a little FUN after doing some work.. chatting and gossiping. :D

And again i'm going back alone in the dark lonely night :'( . But anyway i saw one of my friends from secondary school who go to JC, he cant even recognise me when he just sit beside me.. hehe :P then i call him then he know.. :P So when i alight, all the way my stomach pain until i want to cry :'( then in the bus i pain until i cant even sit right up.. i was like hoping and wish to reach sooner before i really cant take it. So in the end i manage to get home in time.. :P FAINT arh.. somemore a got a bit feel like vomiting and giddy (maybe giddy is cause by lack pf sleep :P), my stomach still gets a little uncomfortable also ... :'(

Tml the grp of us plan to wear Hats and to be COOL..!! Haha.. :D as to what exactly i wanted to wear.. hmm.. havent decide, tml morning then see.. :P

Finish watching the lastest episode of "Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni", Arg.. now i kinda hate guys sia...!! The girl say she's fine then the guy just like " ok fine then", though she say she is fine but she is like suffering lor..!! somemore she is pregnant with his child, then he is outside with his previous gf.. !! isn't he a IRRESPONSIBLE and BAD guy..!!! HATE IT..!! Then the girl is like so pity, she's his wife leh not his that gf is his wife lor!!

Dont think that it only happen in show lor..!! in real life , some guys also quite irritating de..!! you say "ok nvm", then they just "oh fine lor "then keep quiet .. what kind of guys this is?? Then i also seen my friend's experience, the guy is like so nice to you when they want to woo you or trying to get to interest you, but after that they just heck care about you..!! ( that only refer to some guys only.. :P ) Girls all wont like that de.. girls are angels.. :D

Thats why now i'm like both hate/scared and like/crave for this thing call "LOVE". ARG..!!

Ok, just finish baking the cake. I was like bake 2 time lor, first time is i thought is let me stir until spoiled but actually is not.. then that bowl i go and steam it. The second time then i go and roast it.. :P and until now i havent even touch on my hw, later must CHIONG le.. -_-"" :( so yar, found out that i make too much le :P thinking as much person i can think of to give, class.. church friends and some friends i know who is near/in my school de.. :D Anyone who one extra pls feel free to come tell me..!! :D

ARH..!!! today never do anything comfortable !! :P The minute i wake up (around 1++) i have the feel to make some chocolate cookies. I went to the shop nearby to buy the chocolates and stuff, but it's CLOSE..!! FEDUP.. and i'm sweating all over !! so no choice had to travel all the way to jurong east to buy, and its super DAMN HEAVY LOR..!! Carry until i want to die under the huge sun ..!! Then by the time i reach home i'm all tired, dont really feel like making already.. but no choice, all the ingredients buy le.

So make and make, beside the HOT stove!! Bit by bit cook, stir and put into each of the small paper cups.. now there's too much until the fridge is completely full and no place to put le..!! -_-"" The brown chocolate one is quite nice, but then the white chocolate one seems to be TOO and FAR TOO SWEET... dont know got anyone can accept the sweetness a not :P no choice lor, the chocolate is original like that one, and i didn't even add any sugar to it. Actually thought of making both chocolate cookies and bake cake one, but by the time i finish with making the cookies... its already 930pm which is now !! so not going to bake cake le.. :P hehe..

Ok, now will talk bout erm.. dont know leh. Hmm.. since now i'm having a facial mask on my face while posting this, and plus its bout time to wash it off le. So i will just post until here for today.. :P

Came back to post more, :P just watch some anime and dramas.
Watched the absolute for a while, but the loading is just too slow and keep on give me problems in this episode so i just stop watching.. :P

Then i went on to watch junjou romantica, its a anime bout gays. Though its bout gays, i just imagine one is guy one is girl.. :P I've just watch episode 6 of it on tudou.com, and it's SUPER nice.. :P Now i'm SO DAMN HIGH up now cause of it lar.. hate it !! its so romantic in that show.. :P girls MUST watch leh!! its really super nice!! Erm.. gay and guys can also go watch.. :P its like WOW..!! now i'm WAY TOO HIGH now.. thats why want to come post about it too cool down a bit.. :P Breath in.. breath out.. phew.. must COOL DOWN..!! Arh.. !!!
Thats all for now... :P

Normal pose...

Be cute always.. ;)

Bleh.. :PTo give an expression of sian and tired.. :P

Cute cute.. :P there's a ghost below.. haha thats xiao cui.. :P

Wow.. all looking at that side!! GOT handsome guys isit.. hehe, jking.. :P

Shall end with a normal expression. :D

Yesterday night I sleep late, and early in the morning I wake up as early as 6 to do the POM work and most importantly to prepare all the present for the birthday girl as well as the photo card the group of us :P In the morning lesson, it’s quite fun when the class sing “Tian Mi Mi” when the pair of Cass and Jun Jie came into the class, Hehe.. then the day is just quite normal, just that in the break there is the small celebration for both Xiao cui and Esther birthday… the cake was nice but is a bit "Ni"( its a chinese word :P ), we have a short cam whore… and school’s life for today ended with a DOT.




Our dressing for EOC presentation for ICAs..

Me and Adhern.. we are tall people.. HAha... :P

Valerie say i look good in this.. do i ?? :D

YOOhoo.. i've just done with the report for the question 3..!! finally...!!! :D now is only left with a bit of arranging then WAHLAH..!! Haha.. but i haven't do the PM tut 5 yet.. :P

Hmm.. today i wear the Black so call cute dress.. -_-"" hmm.. though it looks quite nice, but i'm like cant comfortably concentrate on the lecture.. :P hehe.. but i wanted to wear the different kind of dress.. to prevent waste of buying it and plus its quite fun.. hehe.. :D Now wondering for tml want to wear what.. :P

Oh yar, today in school i'm like keep wondering what to buy for the two birthday girl.. then in the end i shop round and round continuously after school at west mall ALONE until 7 then decide, buy and then went home.. :P Finally HOME.. HOme sweet home.. :D

Erm.. today still got what happen har?? oh yar.. remember le.. esther have been jokingly saying i'm her MUM and adhern is her DAD.. wah.. i where got so old.. bleh..!! Then the grp of them seem to be hooked and addicted to playing that game.. :P haha.. the game of MATCHMAKING.. i'm use to addicted previously too.. :P hehe.. but now not so le.. :D hmm.. i wonder when cass and junjie will go together leh..?? haha.. maybe they had been or will be together secretly without letting the class know.. good in hidding .. :D Muahaha.. hmm.. they are also enjoying in playing the game on me lor.. -_-"" perhaps they just want me to say something and interact with people more since i'm mostly VERY QUIET as what they had say bout me .. :P Thats why i say this game very addictive one, its just like drugs.. :P play already very difficult to stop the fun.. haha..!!

Thats all for today.. :P tml then i upload pictures.. :P guess tonight i will have to stay up until very late again to do the PM tut le.. :P hmm.. still wondering what i should wear tml.. white dress or tube dress..?? hmm.. white dress make me look more fatter then the tube dress also erm.. make me look more fat too.. :P hmm.. aiya suan le i tml morning then last minute decide. Haha.. thats me.. always not able to decide on things de.. ( Xiao cui also say that about me.. in fact all of them say's the same.. :P)

This few days have been eating Mac or oily stuff.. oh i've totally become a FATTY FAT pig le.. not just normal pig but a VERY FAT de pig.. :P i really look like a pig and giant, plus becoming very ROUND and FAT le..!!! i SWEAR if i dont decrease my weight to 46 then i wont eat any prata nor mac/ something very oily/ fried/ very fattening!!!

Hmm.. Today just finish my ICAs for EOC, i was like damn nervous lor.. somemore before and after me is all the PRO people.. !!! How am i not going to be nervous.. !!! I was like trying to cool down a bit during the presentation for ICAs, but still cant prevent my brain to go a bit blank and keep looking at my script. :P After my speech then the cher give a short break, then i was like go out with Lee Ching to the sunny part to SCREAM..!!! :P Haha.. too scared le...

However not all able to have their ICAs speech today, others will be doing it on thurs :P Then after the lesson a group of us stay back to have CAM WHORE (i suppose is spell in this way?? )
But i didn't dare to take the innitiative to go take with the guys when my that grp never call me go take together.. :P hai.. me so timid sia.. :P

Tired ar tired.. tired of playing that game le, will kinda and try to stop playing the games le. :P It's just seem too far and impossible for me to reach and have those kind of happiness from those dreams :P Hmm.. lesson have become more difficult to understand with a lot of ICAs coming up.. tired..!! SOMEMORE i havent done doing the report for the IWT.. arg.. others were like about/done with the report le.. :'( Hai.. hai.. hai.. just cant stop signing.. HAI...!!! SIAN and TIRED sia.. still got a lot pictures havent upload on to the blog :P guess i will wait until the weekends to do it le :P Very tired then is watching dramas now.. :'( dont wish to accept the fact that i had to start be hardworking studying and wont get to have those impossible dreams from those dramas.. :P hmm.. wont be too direct, i guess those friends will understand what i mean for the second part bar.. :P hehe.. :P
Hai .. dont know why just kind of being tired and emo le, feel like crying too.. HAI.. hai..

Ok just receive those pictures.. :P enjot viewing them :P


BLEH.. :P oh i look a bit fat in this picture.. :P

To say the truth i really thaught no one came to my blog de.. :P and to reply to what valerie tag, didn't you read what i say bout myself in friendster?? i did say i'm those kind that mostly talk without thinking first de.. :P thats what made me kind of sotong and blur.. :P I really wanted to at least in this blog to talk very frankly.. :P

Hai.. today morning quite happy and was fun in the tutorial, but dont know why after that become moody le.. not even to have the mood to play along, hai..
In the tutorial, we were like playing until very fun... whats not fun is that they joking playing and say that i like yong ern -_-"" ( i know its fun to joke on other ppl :P so i didn't really mind much bout what they say .. hehe.. :P )then the cher is in it too, she view it on the big screen with the BOLD and HUGE words on "peini like yong ern..." then there's this noice le lo. Whats the thing i get irritated is that THATS what the guys say and not the girls.. why the cher go and say the girls are childish...!! WHATS have it got to do with us ar!!! Then after that the grp of them started to talk VERY dirty.. haha.. xiao cui and jin rong was like playing bout going to the toilet to.. erhm erhm.. haha.. :P But jin rong was like saying repeatedly for the whole day even during the econs lecturer... didn't thought he was so PLAYFUL kind de lo.. -_-""

Ok, then i was like super moody and dont quite wish to go home.., during the econs or even after that i was like in bad mood and going to like explode le lo.. -_-"" i will really be very mean when i really go exploded and even cry sia.. :P Its super tiring and lonely to be travelling alone for one hour de leh..!! How come no girls or funny guy stay around jurong east leh?? Got guys stay around there.. but one is like to talk bout church ( dont quite like the idea being to keep somehow of nagging and persuading me go church or related stuff :P) , one is SUPER dont talk to me one.. then just ignore my existence and chat among the guys... ok on the whole i dont quite to hang around people i cant get comfortable de.. :P Paiseh i know i very weird and bad.. :P

Me kind of tired of playing those kind of games le, a bit tired of all this nonsence that i like to say (but i think i will continue to play bar, depends on the mood) :P its like no use saying lor, will only make me feel alone again... cause everyone are in pairs then i'm just erm.. alone... -_-"" and why isit always play bout i like someone else and not the other way round har... starting to suspect am i really that jia lat ?!!:P saying bout alone make me remember of my whole life/past sia.. :( hmm.. guess i'm really quite scared of being alone bar.. hai.. :(

Hai.. everyone was like started doing bout the ICAs for EOC, i'm like still completely havent touch on it yet.. :'( at first after the jun jie funny presentation on the movie "shutter" then i was got the click on what i wanted to present for my ICAs.. and made me remeber of the good experience i had at that time watching the movie with a grp of friends. Its really the most enjoying movie i had so i decided to present bout "shutter" !!! BUT then after some time the sense of inspiration i have suddenly lost le, then i'm like in a sudden black out..!! ARG..!! i want my inspiration back.. !!! :@

Hai.. can't wait to learn and get a driving licence next year so i can drive myself to and back home.. :D And plus the removal of my braces and REBONDI
NG of my hair.. :P

Have taken a lot of pictures in school today, will post it once i receive it.. :)

Hmm.. today went for EOC, those who havent present mostly not willing to go present one. In the end only got , junjie, qian hui, ainon and yong ern present. For jun jie just like erm.. just ramdomly asking question bout shopping continuously, dont seem to be like a presentation.. looks more like a conversation :P Then qian hui.. only one word to describe.. good. Then AINON.. one of the ppl in the class that is super good in presenting :P She says something bout pregnancy, then some was touched by her and even cry :P See, she pro right.. haha.. though i never quite give any expression but i was touched, and also have the same kind of wish that she have, to able to have a child "Ai de jie jin" .. thats such a wonderful thing.. :P Love kids.. :P Then Lastly is yong ern, he say something bout travel to the future and past.. bout the black hole and so on, its like so CHIM lor.. , make me remember the CRAYON SHIN CHAN .. got one chapter is also bout travel to another dimension de.. :P

Then after the lesson a bunch of people stay back to choose the topic that they want. Hmm.. then i say want xiao cui do the topic of " my first serious date" as i think it will be very interesting bout her first serious date.. :P hmm.. then xiao cui joke bout her being married liao.. AND yong ern actually believe it and tell jun jie which is beside him " eh she married le leh.. " HAHA... i thought i'm consider the most innocent le, but he is more innocent then me leh :P funny .. haha.. :D

Hmm.. then after school, we stay back for our statistic project.. we were like kids playing around.. :P making stars, hearts, ROSE.. :P haha.. hmm if the rose in red will be nicer.. :P hehe..

Ok then on the way home, they change the LIST again.. now is the first is yong ern, second is aloy, third is nad and lastly is jinrong. Ok i know this is lame.. -_-"" then after that they say all this guy they want.. :P haha.. let them take :D better if they take the whole class de guys ..dont need sabo me sia.. haha.. quite fun sia.. :P then we were like also saying that most and infact all the guys in our class got gf liao de, but then the girls mostly still single de.. thats what i meant.. good guys are always got gf liao de.. :P Haha... then whats most funny is that at the mrt esther say something .. then i was like "har.. esther say that kind of thing...??" So i went "HAR.. har har..?? " for a few times.. then i was like -_-"" cause i heard her saying and i tell her har.. you say " aloysius BU XING DE??" then we all all laugh until like hell le.. haha.. but actually she was just saying aloy too quiet or something bout it.. :P

Hehe..today finally finnish the presntation le.. :P after presentation i heard the cher say something bout in the grp yongern is the best in among the three of us in the grp, which is him, me and Lee ching. But when i go forward and wanted to know bout it then not able to find out bout what the cher say bout me ler.. :( ARG.. i know things know until halfway very uncomfortable leh.. arg.. i swear to ask bout it when he online bout what the cher say.

Hmm.. hmm our this grp of girls in the class is like erm "a bit" crazy bout guys sia..
But i think i'm in a more serious condition.. :P haha.. kind of so call crazy bout the guys in our class sia.. -_-"" :P
They even joke bout saying that i'm interested in most guys in the class (in fact thats the truth :P) , THERE's even a first and last in who i'm interested more in lor.. :P Hmm.. they say is first is yong ern, second is adhern, third is nad, fourth is aloysius and the fifth is jin rong. Hmm, then xiao cui say me dont have any connection with jin rong nor talk to him de.. so she ask them to remove him from the list.. then also say junjie is out of the list :P so funny sia.. haha.. hmm, i know they are just playing.. but still i got some opinion bout it.. :P why junjie not in the list leh though he did have CASS as his gf le..?? :P (put in for fun mah, this way more fun .. hehe :P) hmm.. actually all this guys they mention is quite handsome lar (hmm if got chance and if i have then i post their pictures on my blog :P like that if got any friends interested in them i also can help.. hehe.. :P) then the rest still eh.. ok lor -_-"". Hehe.. me INTERESTED le wor.. haha -_-"" me lame.. ( am i ?? :P but still they are really quite good leh.. hehe :P hehe... ) me always like this sia.. -_-"" lame, lame and more LAME.. -_-"" :P me crazy to be always thinking bout guys lor.. CRAZY me..!! (i only do this to try entertain myself when i'm bored or brain go haywire) i'm CRAZY le .. Muahahaha... :P

Oh yar, those who read my blog hor, please dont talk bout all those erm.. FUNNY stuff that i post on blog.. :P i'm referring to those bout "crazy bout guys" part.. :P hehe.. tml then see got what thing interesting to post.. haha, perhaps tml junjie and cass will be together and announce it to the class ?! :P (i think they look good with each other :P then say they together hehe..) Haha.. though it sounds crazy.. but still no one will know what will happen in the future what.. there's still possibilty for crazy things to happen in life, thats why and how we have those few SURPRISE moments in life.. hehe.. :P

PLS... i only treat this blog as diary and for entertainment.. don't take into heart and take what i say TOO seriously..!! :D thanks for the understanding..

Today as plan, stay back to finish the project. Sad to say that tml got test and presentation for the HTML lesson PLUS got make up lesson for the Oral lesson. Have to wake up early for tml again, and until now i havent even study for the test and the presentation for the oral lesson. :(
Tml need to wear back my choir shirt .. for the presentation as they say the dress code is smart casual. I'm really worried bout tml's lesson :(

Then today after done with the project thing, went to find esther they all to wait for them to go home together.. :P then i was like crazy lo, was playing with the usual games that i like to play.. :P but today the game dont seem to be that much of fun for me, kind of not entertained by this game anymore... hmm, tired and i had a headache. Perhaps is due to the tense up emotion by the projects and so on bar!! But after the comfortable bath after i reach home.. i feel more relax and cool down le.. :P

Hmm.. didn't thought the grps of friends actually told and kind of erm.. tell/lecture the two guys who just like erm.. kind of Pangseh me yesterday on the way home on the train. Hmm.. appreciate the thoughts they have, but i dont think it will affect much on the guys attitude bar.. -_-"" For today as aspected they went off though they promise my that friend to wait. Hmm.. guess perhaps they will feel weird to have a girl between them, then they wont be that comfortable and can't have guys talks..?? Hmm.. i guess i will feel weird if we being a grp of girls and suddenly a guy pop in.. :P Anyway i also not close with them.. so me wont bother much bout it.. , hmm.. but still to go home alone for a long trip in the dark night is very lonely leh. Though i'm quite used to it le, but looking at the dark and quiet street.. with not much people, its still make me feel very lonely de :(

Tired.. time past so fast, and a lot of things are happening around us... hai... :(

Ok, now i'm half asleep le, when i reach home is like 1030pm like that lor.. super tired!!! Somemore today i choose wrong shoes, i go and wear boots for the whole day then i like wah.. the foot now very pain.. :( Cause thought that maybe boots will ,match better with jeans skirt :P then can make me look better.. :P but its like i suffer lor.. wont wear that boots anymore.. :)
Ok, today i skip my Make up class lor.. :( just to wait for my classmates.. :D but still worthwhile bar, quite happy :P We went to have a bite after those guys are done with their things, was quite surprise that all the guys have such a big appetite :P then esther they all have been laughing all the way due to jun hao funny talks, they even spilt some rice on to jun hao .. haha, in the end they cant finish the food :P hehe.. time to go home, then i was like having the thoughts that i stay back then is like at least i got someone to accompany and talk on the train, but then the 2 guys just walk away and erm.. didn't even talk to me lor..!! hai.. then its like i'm not accompanied by anyone and might as well go home alone .. -_-"" So thats a lesson for me.. :P dont expect so much..!! :)

Have a recap.. during the econs class, our grps of girls except me and xiao cui.. the rest were like getting very excited bout the video cam with the guys in the same class and room :P heard that they are playing bout some so called "dirty" talks.. :P this part of the day is quite memorable.. :D cause for the whole lesson they are very high.. :P The atmosphere is lifted up .. :)
Then after that we have a small break and we went for our projects stuff.. after a while we decided to continue the next day as we are tired le, and esther, me and valerie went to find the guys to wait for them to have dinner together.. :P Hmm.. the waiting time is quite long, esther and me just lie down there.. listening to music and relax ourself before the guys are done and we went for our dinner which is at a coffee shop VERY far from nyp.. :D

Then a lot of them today are done with the project thing, and my group we are like still havent finish... tml still need stay back until very late.. :( then i have to go home alone in the quiet and dark night again.. :( Hai.. :( TIRED arh.. first time go poly until so tired de sia.. -_-"" thats all for today.. :D

Erm.. ok, just some sudden thoughts i want to record down.. :P
Hmm.. kind of found out that i kind of miss those grps of friends..
Erm.. they are Bin Qin, W******, S*****, X*** **, enxuan, joanne, cassandra, yunjung...
Hai.. feel like finding someone to say bout my pasts... but the person i have in mind is too busy and was no longer the same person i know :'(
Wanted to chat with those few person i have in mind, but they are TOO busy le.. hai.. :( sad sad sia...
Poly life is starting to become busy le, more projects and study are awaiting for us...
Cant we traval back to the past??

Ok, i'm like caring so much bout how i look in other's ppl's eyes.. (especially guys lor.. -_-"") but i know what i do is useless.. i know i will still be TOO chubby(which is fat) and not so pretty de.. :( wont care bout it le... it's like hurt me more when i watch those romantic dramas and anime lor.. :( but just like to watch cause i like to imagine myself as one of the main actress in the show, then feel so wow... but when i was back to reality, its sad de lor..!! especially when i recall of my pasts.. :'( why is it so hard to find someone who i can depend on and who can protect and understand me de..??!!
Hai.. its my past that craved out what i am now..

Hmm.. today there's no photo to upload :P
Just came to talk bout all the show i had watch today. Ok, firstly i found this anime thats completely the same as the drama version of "It started with a kiss", then i was like wow... no point watching since i know the content already right.. ?? :P
Then i went on continue to search for more shows to watch, in the end i found "junjou romantica", which is a love story between gays. Ok i know this sounds weird, but trust me.. the anime is really very nice, oh.. so touching on how the "Guys" love wholeheartedly for each other... hmm i wonder when my The one will appear leh.. :P haha... Too bad the anime is only uploaded until episode 3.. then i have no choice but to wait for others to upload more sub episode onto the website.

Talking bout subbed shows.. i'm also currently watching "Hitman reborn" too.. but also had to wait for further episode sia.. :(

Oh yar, i've also found one dramas.. VERY nice lor.. its "Absolute boyfriend" .. as usual.. NEED TO WAIT also..!!! tired of waiting for all the shows lor..!!! -_-"" Same goes with the " Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni".. :P thats all for today's post .. :P

Today came back to upload more pictures :D And most importantly, Today's my sister's birthday... so did not do any homework nor study, had to accompany her celebrate :P Until very late then come home do homework sia... :P haha.. below is some of the picture that i had taken yesterday in school.. ;)
Valerie, Esther, me and Xiao Cui..
In the clothes de shop in NYP. :D i look like a giant among them, me so huge and fat sia.. -_-""
Alexandra.. :D bored of waiting for the orientation for the make up de cca :D
Anabel, Alexandra and valerie...
Alexandra with her braces.. Me also got wear braces but i dont usually smile with my braces being seen :P
Valerie.. SAY Cheese.. :D Wow.. funny face.. haha.. :DNice pose.. :P

Welcome to my Blog. (:

*Pei Ni
*17 yrs old
*12 Feb
*Aquarius
*Hong kah primary
*Dunearn Sec
*NYP Business management
*choir and guitar

.:Food:. Japanese food, Bubble
tea, Chocolates, Sweets,
Egg, Western Food, Coffee, milk

.:Shows:. Devil Beside You,
It Started With A kiss,
Goong, They Kiss Again,
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Fated to love you...

.:Colour:. Blue, Black, pink

.:Hobby:. Watch Taiwan/Korean drama
,watch TV, draw,
Listen to music/ghost story
Watch VCD/DVD

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Taiwan Drama...

+ get good result in poly

+ know whats my future and who
i am in the previous life

+ Have a good, healthy, happy
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+ was very preety and attractive
(all girls and woman
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